bitter

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone 

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

never thought tears would fall down my eyes listening to this song 

they say it's normal

so i've neglected my blog for quite some time.  its been 2 months.  wait now only 2 months? why does it feel like years?  I can't possibly remember how many things went down for the past 2 months.  good and bad.  high and low.  i've been through it all.

sometimes i wish i was single.  now there's no problem really in my relationship, but some days i just wished i was single?  it seems like I could be doing things that i wouldnt feel as guilty now if i were to do it when im single.  why do boys hit on girls when they know they're taken?  I think i still have some work to do.

when was the last time you felt the puppy love that you once had?
waiting for that special someone to text you back.  holding your phone all the time wishing he'd text you or call you.  or just simply thinking about him everyday

i miss that.  but i think im getting it at the same time.  except..its different.