it's your attitude

Been having lots of ups and downs.

whether it is my emotions, the way i think, or the way i behave, it seems like everything is going out of control, slowly.

this is the time when you realize so much more.  this is the time when you're not blinded by what makes you happy and what made you felt great, it is the time to really rethink.

Things can go two ways, for the better or for worse.  It is how you see it and how you react to the situation.  in the end, i am the one who is gonna turn it around.  i am the one who is making the decision.

be careful of what you wish for before it is too late.  I find myself wishing for things that i really dont want to happen.  it is all about being patient and understanding what your other hald has to offer you.  i shouldnt be giving up when he is not.  i shouldnt be wishing for the worse, when the worse isnt ready for me.

i aint gonna withstand that attitude